I don't usually like to be negative on my blog, but I think I might be having a midlife crisis and I need to have a venting session. Lately I've been so
irritable, angry and just plain pissed off. The sad part is I truly have no reason to feel this way, and I am not usually like this. I think that part of it is this.
It seems that as a mom I can't have two seconds to my self, whether its:
when I am asleep in my bed(Faith is always right next to me or on me.)
I can't go to the bathroom by myself without 2 watchers
I am usually never in the car by myself(always listening to what my kids want or watching a movie)
can't keep a water bottle to myself (I always catch my kids sneaking a drink and sliming my bottle)can't take a shower or a bath without an audience just bought a new cd the other day and my kids have already lost its case(you can never keep anything nice)
can't eat my dinner without kids wanting a bite of mine
I think I need to take a well earned (girls) vacation. I could care less where I go, but I am feeling like I need a day or two to my very own self. I think the only reason I am not completely crazy is that I take a mini vacation to the gym just about everyday. I love it! It is my time to think what I want & do what I want. (and to get rid of the fat I somehow got)
I know I sound a bit selfish, but sometimes venting helps you come back to the real world so sorry for the all this.
I would not trade my kids for anything in the world!!!!! I love them to the moon and back!!
On another note, I had the best dinner tonight. At Costco you can buy a pre mixed salad in a bag, and it comes with the dressing, feta cheese, cranberries, and almonds. Anyways I slice up some strawberries and opened a can of chicken and it made the best chicken salad. For rabbit it food it tasted pretty dang good!